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October 25

我爱魔兽

我觉得魔兽应该只是游戏,所以为了好好学习开学的时候决定不打魔兽,那一刻并没有意识到自己对魔兽会有多深的感情,觉得要放弃不是那么难的事情。但是,当我再次被WCG所吸引,再一次听到Beyond the game那激昂的旋律,再一次看到War3 player们在那片战场上战斗时,我已经抑制不住激动的心情,我想打魔兽。就像那个时候三井说的那句:我想打篮球。许多人玩游戏是因为在那方面可以比周围的人强,不过魔兽对我来说不只是这样,我从来没有什么时候比打魔兽时更加激动,更加投入,打败对手自然很高兴,但是有时候能遇到可以打败自己的人才真正让你感到兴奋。至少在离开之前,我一定要去做些什么,不能像以前那样那么犹豫,去比赛,如果再看到ATi赞助的比赛我一定要去,即使被第一轮就淘汰也好,一定要留下点什么,在魔兽的战场上。
October 20

再颓废一天

胖子说得对,space是空虚的产物,本来觉得只是有些幼稚的想法写出来就不会再去多想,现在发现自己不只是幼稚而且空虚。
WCG开始了就想开始打魔兽,看到录像很激动,不过还是忘记的好,其他事也是一样,什么都不去想了,最后再颓废一天。
October 17

最近有点没精神

又有一个多礼拜不怎么去上课了,一个礼拜七天都要上课实在有点累,尤其是对我这样一坨颓废了两年多的屎来说,改变好难啊...本来至少会看英语,最近连英语都懒得看,去了健身房也没什么激情,加上昨天掉了暑假刚配的眼镜,那感觉好差。本来心情不好会有到窗口吼一声的冲动,吼吼也就过去了,这次连吼的力气都没有。“丢了什么都不要紧,丢了心情才是最不划算的。”不去上课时间长了突然发现已经有很多自己不会的东西了,现在不补又要到期末拼及格了,不能再这样了,你可以看轻很多事情但那绝不应该是随便混日子,必须有能力去看轻那些事情那些人。
再说一句我已经说过无数遍的话:我要努力了!!!
October 07

姐姐的婚礼

    10月6日中秋节,也是我姐姐举行婚礼的日子,本来下午还有两个半小时的高口听力课,不过觉得还是姐姐的婚礼更加不容错过,于是就翘掉了下午的课飞驰回家,正好姐夫刚到准备接新娘,浩浩荡荡的迎亲队伍还有摄影师们好多人堵着我姐姐家门口,还要新郎回答问题答不出不许进,一群人起哄好不热闹。作为新娘的弟弟,我也一本正经地穿上了新买的西装,还是蛮有腔调的,呵呵。吃完简单的午饭,新郎新娘给外公外婆敬完茶拿完红包后就轮到我上场啦,哈哈,我要把姐姐从楼里背到车上然后再让妈妈帮姐姐换鞋子。面对摄像机还有周围一大群的围观群众我还是有点紧张的,出了好多汗...接着就坐车一起到姐姐的新房去了,在高架上还拍了一些车队的录像。到了新房,就是看姐夫把我姐姐抱上楼了。一路上伴郎就像黑社会小弟一样为大哥保驾护航,尽忠职守,伴娘也非常细心周到。(他们也是一对,排练的时候看到他们实在是甜蜜啊...)下午去公园拍外景,大宁绿地貌似有活动不让进,所以就去了陆家嘴公园,我也跟着一起凑热闹。去的路上正好遇到一辆也是奔驰的婚车,哈,他们的是S320我们的是S500,明显S500更加丰满大气,司机还很自豪地说:“我们的S500是8档的,他们S320是6档的,有本质的区别!”他还一个兴奋,看到闪烁的绿灯一下子加油门冲了过去,结果把车队后面的车落下了...刚到公园,哇噻,一眼望去全是婚车,走进公园,绿地上池塘边到处点缀着白色,都是新人在那里拍外景。跟着一起来的除了新郎新娘伴郎伴娘和摄影师之外,还有我和姐夫众多妹妹中的两个妹妹,我觉得都还蛮漂亮的,大的那个可以算我姐姐了,脸上总是带着甜甜的笑容,蛮美的,年纪小的好像才初三,不过很开放的样子,穿着超短裙,不禁让人感慨这世界变化快...不是我们脸皮厚,在那个公园里的新人里面实在找不到比得上我姐姐和姐夫的,那些新娘们即使浓妆也掩盖不了本质上的差距,新郎自然也一样比不上我姐夫,有个胖胖的男人穿了套白色西装好恶心,大肚皮,和我姐夫拍结婚照时穿白色西装的样子根本不能比。拍完外景就去饭店了,我被委派了一个光荣的任务,在门口签到,和我一起签到的是姐夫那个笑得很甜的妹妹,客人一群群进来,看到了姐夫的那群妹妹,觉得果然是她最漂亮,其实可能是她打扮得比较漂亮吧,唉,现在的小姑娘都太会打扮了...她很热情,我和她一人发一桶荧光棒,她都发完一半的时候我这边还基本上没动过...男方家来的客人里很多都是多年不见的亲戚,以至于有人竟然把我认成是姐夫,太神奇了,还很热情地和我握手...还有人把我们签到的当做男女朋友,听说我当时脸红了...我一直都觉得,虽然和比较熟的人在一起还算放得开,但是作为一个男人来说,自己太腼腆了,撇开男女感情的问题不说,我觉得自己最差劲的地方就是好像不够大气。(当然还有比较缺乏上进心等等其他很多问题...)终于,要到一天最精彩的部分了,庆祝典礼开始了,我姐夫的个人演唱会开始了。一曲接一曲,其间穿插着一个个我姐姐姐夫一起做的感人的视频,姐夫有一首歌是唱给她妈妈听的,唱着唱着就哭了,好孩子啊...还有很多节目,我姐夫是枪械爱好者,收集了很多枪模,我们一群人拿着斧头和大小枪械上演了一场抢亲和反抢亲的战斗,最后自然是大哥狠。最高潮是:反转地球!姐夫、伴郎和我三个人同台献唱,我跳着刚从街舞协会会长室友那里学来的两小段基础动作,伴郎跳着传说中的老牌霹雳舞动作,姐夫更是hiphop从台上跳到台下,当姐夫高喊:“把你们手中的荧光棒举起来!”的时候,全场顿时high到极点。最后是新郎新娘的情歌对唱,那叫一个深情啊,我姐姐眼睛一眨一眨的,笑容甜的可以融化一切啊,还好我姐夫挺住了...最后的最后,还有抽奖活动,都很有意思。整场婚庆活动都是我姐夫一手策划找人筹备,所有到场的都觉得这场婚礼精彩无比。哈哈,这下我姐姐幸福了,我姐夫人实在很好,不仅才艺出色,厨艺也很棒,脾气也很好,绝对是百分百的好老公啊...走之前很想再看到姐夫那个妹妹甜甜的笑容,真的在电梯门口遇到了,只是她是上楼上准备去闹洞房的,而我是下楼准备和爸爸妈妈一起回家的(一起闹洞房的人我都不熟,而且第二天有课么,所以不去了),她很热情的又和我们家里人都打了招呼,一直都那么笑着,下午在车上的时候听到她说她是做行政的,大概是职业的笑容吧。唉,最后,我仔细想了想,大概是自己在同济呆久了,出来太容易对小姑娘有好感了,有点践...不过还好,没做什么不该做的事,今天早上一觉醒来也基本上可以忘记了。
     我也要努力了,现在赚钱不容易啊,买房子就更不容易了,加把劲,德智体美劳全面发展!
September 23

suffer

以前好像听谁说过,要有所成就就要学会忍受寂寞,不打游戏只健身看英语的日子渐渐让自己觉得有些乏味空虚了,竟然有时会想到小姑娘,也许是因为看不到未来,想找个支持自己继续的动力,不过这样的感情是真的喜欢吗?只是这样我就忍受不了的话,那我依然还只是个幼稚的小屁孩啊。所以真的有感情也要放在心里,如果是真的,放在心里也一样,一样可以成为动力。
Echo说过英语学习的过程是从suffer到survive最后才succeed的,什么事情都一样吧,所以现在好好suffer,努力证明自己是个男人!!
September 20

真作孽...

昨天有同学说我不打游戏就像吸毒的人一样,真作孽...
每个人看到我都问我:“怎么不打魔兽了?”、“太阳从西边出来了...”、“你都好好学习了啊?看来我也要去学高口...”...真是受不了...
虽然读高口也是主要原因之一,不过也不是报个名就能改变什么的吧。
才坚持了一个多礼拜,天天背英语、健身一个多小时的生活已经有点累了,今天索性踢球踢到站不起来,没去上晚上的马哲课,算是小小的发泄吧,不过英语还是要看,现在去看。
September 17

I met a cute girl today

Echo, my teacher of interpretation advanced, left me a deep impression that she's really a cute girl. The voice was sweet and the lessons were interesting. Every minute, I enjoyed the class. She told us a lot of things such as the origin of her English name, something unpredictable in her interpretation tasks and something interesting in the process of one of her students in studying English.
After two days' learning, I find that the teachers in the New Oriental School are so outstanding that I'm deeply attracted by them. And also, I feel my life is really out of satisfaction. I suddenly find that I have totally wasted two years' time. I always give up the opportunity and just say that I don't care. And I'm always silent to conceal my ignorance. I always pretend to be mature to hide my hollow soul.
"Man will become better only when you will make him see what he is like." said by Chekhov. So from now on, I won't waste time any more.
Then tell you a story about Echo and Narcissus:
Our story begins with Echo and Zeus. That ever-cheatin' God was at it again, this time with the young nymph Echo. Now, at that time (just in case you may have picked up on the significance of her name) Echo was a nymph like any other and a very talkative one at that. They were making out or making love or whatever, believing that all was well. But Hera was NOT a happy camper. She had followed Zeus, expecting JUST that kind of behavior out of him. She came down to Earth to apprehend her "too-much-love-for-one-woman" husband, but Zeus, being godly, sensed her coming. He instructed Echo to keep Hera busy until he could get away.Echo did just that. Hera confronted her with the affair, but Echo created a long and very untrue story for Hera, giving her lover enough time to escape. Now, Rhea (Hera's mom) didn't raise no fool. She knew she had been tricked, and by a nymph at that! She turned on Echo and declared: "That tongue of yours, by which I have been tricked, shall have its power curtailed and enjoy the briefest use of speech."

From that moment on the talkative Echo could barely use her voice, and could only repeat the words that those around her said. She was lonely, and couldn't really talk to other nymphs because of her condition, and secluded herself deep in the woods.
One day, a very handsome young man came along. His name, surprise surprise, was Narcissus. Echo fell in love with him at once. Echo wanted to call out, "Wait! I love you!" But her voice was frozen in her throat by Hera's curse. The young man went deeper and deeper into the forest, until he came upon a calm stream. He was thirsty and so he bent over to drink, but as he leaned over he caught sight of his reflection in the water. He was as taken by his beauty as Echo had been, but without her barrier. He immediatly spoke to his reflection, "I love you." Echo, nearby and hearing her chance quickly responded, "love you . . ." But it was too late, Narcissus was too engrossed with himself to notice the nymph. His love was his obsession and would not leave the stream to eat, nor disturb his image to drink and so he died of thirst and hunger and unrequited self-love. Where he had lain a flower grew, the narcissus , the same flower that wooed the innocent Persephone. Poor Echo pined away and died for the same things, but when she died not even her bones remained, some say they were turned to stone. But Gaia preserved Echo's voice, the one thing she had been denied in life, and to this day her voice sounds everywhere.

There's a classic comment on the net: Someone cannot say love just because she hasn't herself; and Someone cannot hear love just because he has only himself......